Heya
Bored at college so I thought I’d update..
Man this lesson sucks. I've finished everything I need to do and therefore I just have to sit here until 2:30. Ho hum.
Urgh, yesterday was full of emotion for me. I seem to be going up and down lately. One minute I’m on top of the world and bouncing everywhere, and the next I don't even feel like eating. I was greeted yesterday with harsh words and anger when I got in. Loud and abrasive. Slowly sanding away at my composure. Why? I don't understand. That's the problem with stress. It wears you down from the inside, and it affects everyone around you. When I sit in the same room as my parents, I can feel their tiredness. Their exhaustion radiates throughout the whole house. I’m becoming a part of their despair. There’s an aura of hopelessness in my home. The place in which I eat and sleep. The air I breathe is tainted with a callousness and the sharp words that float in it cut my throat as I choke them in. Unhappy doesn’t begin to describe the atmosphere in which I live. Escape would be welcome right now. More than welcome. Take me out, let me breathe in your calm words. Be my friend.
~Leisha~
Miss any?..
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